Life never gives you a chance to breath. My dad just died a few weeks ago. No one has been there for me. I feel so alone. My bf and I had broken up a few months before and I wish more than ever that he was back in my life. Having no parents really puts things in perspective. Not only that you need to live life to its fullest and have no regrets, but also that you shouldn't waste your time with friends who obviously will not be there for you when things get bad. Even people who you've taken care of and did pretty much anything for. And my brother is a major prick. He just is. He makes everything difficult as if I need that. I feel like liquidating my life and starting over with a fresh place, new friends and a new life.