please god someone look at me i just want this to stop i'm in so much pain and i'm so sorry for being such a fuck up and so fucking weak why won't any of you see me please just look at me someone look at me someone please find me because i can't get out i'm alone alone alone so alone why won't anyone look at me

i only feel better when i'm covered in my own blood
and none of you see the scars because none of you bother to look

nobody ever looks at me

nobody ever sees

and all of you blame me now that i can't do what i'm supposed to anymore

as if it's my fault

i'm not well and the pills don't work and NONE OF YOU CAN SEE FOR SHIT GOD DAMMIT

STOP BLAMING ME

JUST OPEN YOUR EYES

LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE

HEAR WHAT I HAVE TO SAY

BECAUSE I CAN'T KEEP GOING