Category: Boy / Girlfriend
#11963
27
May
2011
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bothered
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#11962
27
May
2011
by:
bothered
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#11960
27
May
2011
by:
hixkimicinc
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#11958
26
May
2011
by:
noiron
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#11956
26
May
2011
by:
youlied
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#11955
When I was about 14 years old I made up a boyfriend, lets call him L. I told my friends that we were dating and he was the love of my life etc etc. Like all lies it spiraled out of control and they kept asking to meet him.

The background story of L was that he was depressed and used to cut himself, and then one day when I was feeling real teenage angst I told my friends that L had killed himself. Obviously they were all incredibly upset for me but it was nice that I could finally draw a line under my lie, or so I thought.

About 3 weeks afterwards, I remember feeling really depressed about how I was still living the lie and pretending to be really upset that this fictious character had died! For some reason I decided to cut myself as a punishment.

I cut myself for 4 years.

All my friends thought that I was cutting because I had lost L and would try and be sympathetic and help me, and it just made me feel so much worse.

When I left school I lost touch with most of my school friends (apart from the close ones) and L wasn't really mentioned by me or them.

I thought that my lie had disappeared and then me and my boyfriend (been together for 2 years) had a heart to heart and he asked me why I used to cut and the lie sprung back up. He was very understanding and gave me a cuddle when I started crying. I just wish that he knew why I was crying, not because of L, but because I was too much of a coward to tell him the truth.
26
May
2011
by:
mystory2
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#11954
26
May
2011
by:
youtookmygf
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#11953
26
May
2011
by:
youtookmygf
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#11952
26
May
2011
by:
youtookmygf
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#11945
25
May
2011
by:
addictionihav
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#11943
25
May
2011
by:
greatsux
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#11936
23
May
2011
by:
smeatoext
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#11934
My boyfriend doesn't express an interest in getting closer to my kids. This is the man I want to spend my life with.
When people ask about the kids and my SO, I lie. He has never even been to their birthday parties. This breaks my heart more than ever. I know it hurts them too. I think of leaving him but don't want to lose him.
After almost 3 years I'm ready to get at least engaged. I'm not superficial but would love to be proposed to and have some sort of commitment. I'm embarrassed to say this due the situation with the kids.
He doesn't know that by Christmas my decision will be made. This scares me because I know I will have to act on my decision, either way.
I'm praying this will be the Christmas to turn it all around.
I don't need to get married right away but would appreciate a diamond. We'll see..
22
May
2011
by:
mybff
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#11931
22
May
2011
by:
rocknotstar
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#11930
I want to be a rock star but my voice is not up to the high vocal range that I know it would demand.
I am 30 years old and I just see life passing me by every day.
More and more I feel like Brad Pitt in Fight Club, as he describes how we were... "...all promised that we were going to be movie stars and rock singers, and slowly,... we are finding out that this is not true, and we're really pissed off about it."

Sometimes, I just want to go out and find all the people in my life who have screwed me over, and just hurt them. Not kill them,... but just hurt them.

Like the HR Manager who fired me on trumped up allegations back in 2000. I wish I could run into her some night (even though we live in completely different states,... assuming she's still with that company) while she's walking to her car, and just take her from surprise, and drag her into the shadows in the corner of the parking garage.
I would probably cut her face up really badly and then pee on her wounds so that she could live with the pain and stigma of superficial ugliness to match her horrid, cowardly soul.

If I could completely get away with it, I would pay good money to do it.
22
May
2011
by:
rocknotstar
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#11929
22
May
2011
by:
doesntfuck
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#11926
21
May
2011
by:
smeatoext
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#11923
19
May
2011
by:
smeatoext
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#11919
I met a girl who makes me feel like I used to about my wife. I'm having trouble sleeping because of this girl. We did the old "talk till the sun comes up" sort of thing. I feel like a teenager and it's very awkward as I haven't been a teen for quite some time.
All these thoughts and feelings are proving difficult to handle. Which is a weird thing for me because normally I handle everything no sweat.
She is aware of my "situation" and is "ok" with it and still persists. I'd like to think she's got these weird feelings as well though i'm not sure how that really helps.

So here I sit without having a good nights sleep in quite a while, all kinds of thoughts racing through my mind, making it impossible to calm down.
Just the thought of her gives me butterflies.

Why oh why did I have to meet you now???
21
May
2011
by:
wowziee
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#11918
21
May
2011
by:
gdyine
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