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#11979

In college I met up with a hot little number. We often frequented the same friends and the same parties. Long story short, we hooked up and had some amazing sex a few times.

Come to find out she's from the same tiny town (about 400 people) as my Dad. Not only that but her unmistakable last name is the same as my Grandma's maiden name. So in all likelihood I humped a relative. I don't know what that would make us, third or fourth cousin or whatever, but it's still weird.

After we found that out we didn't see each other much anymore.

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May

2011

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#11938

My grandmother seems to be in her last days. It's seemed this way for weeks now and the first signs of it were over a year ago. Recently she was moved from the hospital to a home. She lays around all day, and as far as I can tell, does nothing more than sleep and cry. I wish she would just die. I can't imagine that this life has anything else to offer her. She believes in heaven wholeheartedly and I know she's just waiting to see her husband who's been dead for over 20 years. I want her to die. She has no money or possessions for me to inherit, I just don't want her to be sad, confused, and lonely anymore. I'll miss her terribly but she hasn't really been 'around' for quite some time. This all may sound cruel, but it's what I feel in my heart. Sometimes I wonder if I was given the means if I wouldn't just do it myself to release her own anguish and that of everyone who loves her.

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May

2011

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#11914

I became close friends with an admin of another website many months ago. Our online relationship quickly turned sexual, something I think we both wanted in the back of our minds long before it happened.

I'm in love with him, he often tells me how much he wants to be with me in real life. Both of us discuss our marriages openly with each other, just to have someone to talk to who understands. We're more open with each other than we are with anyone else, and it feels damn good.

I often wonder if we'll ever meet (we live nearly 2000 miles away from each other). I really want to, but at the same time it scares the hell out of me. We're both married, we have four kids between us. If we got together, it would affect so many people.

Still, I have no intention of ending it.

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21

May

2011

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#11876

When my mom told me a guy at her work gave her flowers and wanted to go out with her, I told her to go for it. My step-father is a sociopathic asshole.

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May

2011

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#11874

A few years ago, I dated a girl who was devoutly Christian and regularly went to church. She came from a very affluent family from the South and they were the quintessential model of the perfect American family.

I'm pretty much a normal person who grew up in a lower middle class family and the girls dad really didn't enjoy my company whenever I was around. I was very polite and respectful of their family. But I think because of my social and economic class, he didn't like me. Her mom was awesome and loved me.

But he was a condescending dick all the time.

Well about 7 or 8 months into our relationship, he got cancer. He went through chemotherapy and got really ill from it.
I feel really bad about the fact that I was hoping he would die.

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03

May

2011

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#11868

When my mother asks me (her only child) why I'll never give her grandkids, I tell her that I'm not the right type of person to be a mother.

But really, it's because of the type of mothers her and my grandmother turned out to be.

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03

May

2011

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#11860

It's been 7 years. I was 18 years old and I was at a family Christmas party. I was talking with my 14 year old cousin, and she told me that she had recently lost her virginity. I was curious about it, as I was still a virgin at the time. Then the shocker came: She had lost her virginity to another girl. I was incredibly turned on by this thought, and it was hard to hide that fact. It all happened really quickly, but before I knew it, my 14 year old cousin was going down on me.

She lives just a few miles from me, so I see her all the time. We've never done anything sexual with each other ever again. She brought it up the other day, and she apologized for "seducing" me. But seriously, an 18 year old should have had the where-with-all to stop their 14 year old cousin from doing such a thing. As far as I know, her and I are the only people to know about this. I feel bad for what happened.

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April

2011

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#11803

I feel like I'm losing my two year-old son to my girlfriends parents. My girlfriend and I are both still young (early 20's) and we can't afford to move out and get our own place because we're still both in college, so we have to suck up our pride and stay with her parents. Her parents let him get away with whatever he wants, give him whatever he wants and it's their house so they can hang out with him in the living room and let him play around the house. The only area that my girlfriend and I can call our own and make our own rules is in her room, but as a two year-old my son loves to explore.

It wouldn't be such a big deal if I just played with my son around the house, but I hate his grandfater. I hate him with every fiber in my being. He has one of the worst and selfish personalities I have ever known. Yes, he's letting us stay at his house and provide free rent, but only so he can tell his friends what a great guy he is, I overheard him talking in Tagalog (Filipino) to one of his close friends and he pretty much said he's only letting us stay here so he can throw it back in our face when we get older and take credit for everything.

My son already favors him the most, I'll take him downstairs and he'll automatically jump into his arms, I'll come back a few hours later and he won't want to come with me because he knows I'll only take him upstairs. I try to take him out to the park and to other places so I can get more time in with him, but during the hours I spend at work and school he's with his grandpa, and I can't get as much time with him as he does. I hope and pray to God that he doesn't pick up any of his personality traits but I think it's too late. I would love to tell him to fuck off but we can't afford to get kicked out right now and I feel helpless just thinking about it.

I still have two years before I get my BS in Computer Engineering and before my son was born I planed to go to grad school, but with the way things are and at the rate I'm losing my sons affection I'll have to forego grad school for a couple of years so I can get a job and move us out of here.

I feel like I'm trapped and I fear that if things keep going the way they are and my son continues to favor his grandfather over me I'll start to hate my own son. If he ends up like him I know I will, however, my worst fear is that when my girlfriend and I move out and she finally becomes a Registered Nurse and we decide to have another child I'll end up loving that child more than my son simply because I know I can raise that child on my own terms.

Sad thing is; I know I will because just imagining it makes me happy.

I don't care if this isn't posted, I just needed to vent, I feel like I'm suffocating and I needed a moment to breath. Thanks.

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12

April

2011

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#11785

My boyfriend's sister drunkingly admitted to me that her parents called my boyfriend a mistake. She said she overheard her aunt and parents talking about it.

If he knew, it would destroy him.

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April

2011

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#11755

So I've been with a man for a year and more now. I also met a man a while back. Maybe about 7 months ago. We really hit it off. My boyfriend has proposed to me and his family wants me to be apart of theirs. for the past 6 months I've been cheating on my boyfriend with this other man. And I love him. I love him so incredibly much but I can't bring myself to break up with my boyfriend because I know it would absolutly kill him. Literally. I just don't know what to do. I've had many plans to leave my man and go with the other... but none of them seem like they would ever work.

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April

2011

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#11740

i can't stop having strange dreams. they mix with reality and make for very strange, lucid experiences. i woke up around 5 this morning to extremely strange sounds outside my window. it terrified me. i went back to sleep and dreamt about frying bacon for an hour and searching for raccoons while the world teetered on the brink of nuclear war. the sky was nuclear orange.

then i woke up to my brother's best friend telling me my only sibling is missing.

i called in sick for work. didn't have to fake it much, because throwing up makes your voice believably scratchy.

i want to spend all day sleeping, but i'm paranoid that i'll plunge back into a tragic dream-world.

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April

2011

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#11654

i cant do this anymore. i just want everything to end. my friends are drifting away from me because one of them hurt me so i refuse to talk to her. three people i know have died in the last few weeks. one of them was an 18 yr old guy, one of my best friends. he was killed in a car crash and i've only just realised that i love him after all this time when i'd been asking him to back off and telling him we were just friends. i cant cope anymore. i have exams which i don't understand and my parents are pressurising me so much. i know i'm going to break soon but i don't know if i'm feeling this way because i crave attention and want someone to feel sorry for me or if there is something wrong with me. there is no one i can speak to because they are all fed up of me moping about and they think i'm putting it on. this can't go on much longer, i can't stand it.

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March

2011

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#11568

I'm 19..newly married...and I want a child. He says he wants to wait a few years..I'm not willing to. Three months ago I started to pretend to take my birth control. taking it in the middle of the night supposedly because of the side effects that bugged me so much..oh but thats all a lie. I'm not taking it.

I know if he ever found out he'd leave me..because I lie this big cant be forgiven..but then I feel he owes it to me(a child) for what he did to me last summer..something i still have yet to fully forgive.

I feel like a horrible person for lying to him like this but guilt wont stop.

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February

2011

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#11567

I'm a 21 f I live wit my bf and have 2 kids just thought I shoul let ya no b4 I go on any ways I have allways checked out other girls but ever since I was in my teens didn't no y so 2 years ago iposted my# on my profile and started to get naked pix of other girls I liked wat I saw especially the BOOTY pix got excited and started to exchange nude fotos of my self whith them so now I allways think of women and have fantasys about them all the time what does this mean? Man I whish I had hooked up wit a girl b4 I moved in wit my man now its to late. So what do you think am I bi or wat cause I still love looking at nude women it gets me excited.

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February

2011

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#11549

I have always been attracted to my sister for as long as I can imaging. Even when we ewere children, there was something about her that made me want to be around her as much as I could. She is now in her late 30' and I am in my mid 40's.

A year ag or so, we were both at our moms home for a long weekend or some occasion. That same feeling arose knowing that she was around. Now she has never made any indication that she feels the same about me that I can tell.

But there came an opportunity at night when she would take a shower, that I was able to look into the bathroom window throuh a small crack, and see unclothed her from the waist up! I cant tell you how nervous I felt and excited at the same time! To actually see her breasts fully exposed was an incredible sight!

They were still very full and her nipples were slightly hard and medium sized! I often wish I could relive that moment over many times!

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February

2011

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#11523

This is how my life fell apart.

1. Mom informs me that she’s cheating on my father, then denies that she ever had a boyfriend while still married to my father - Dec 09.

2. Father sends me a freakin’ email telling me to stop talking back to him whenever he orders me around or he’ll slap me across the face - New Year’s Eve 09

3. Mom files for divorce and tells me about it two days before my birthday and one day after I failed half my final exams - Jan 10

4. I finally spill to my friends about what’s happening between my parents (minus the boyfriend). Only one of them is truly there for me - March 10

5. My father decides to treat me like a 5 year old to try and control everything I do - Year of 10 in general

6. I have, at this point, become severely depressed and borderline suicidal with only the thought of my three closest friends keeping me going each day - Summer of 10

7. Tension at home increases when my mom decides to move her boyfriend to live on the West Coast with us, while he originally lived on the East Coast, so he can “find work here” because there’s “nothing there for him where he lives” - Sept 10

8. My father and I make up, but it’s still tense - Dec 10

9. We start looking for places to find housing (for each of my parents) because we’re STILL all living in the same house - Jan 11

10. My grades slip from straight A’s minus one B to straight C’s with a D and a B-; my parents go ballistic and start to wonder why it’s so hard to focus in school. (Gee, I wonder why?) - Feb 11

11. My best friend, and the only one I’ve trusted enough this whole time to be able to talk extensively about this whole thing, who has practically saved my life, asks me to talk to someone else because she has her own problems to deal with. (I get her point of view and I respect that. The problem is that I don’t have anyone else to go to except for her! And now, not even that anymore) - last Monday

12. My long distance boyfriend says he loves me, and I say it too without really meaning it because I don’t know how to love him, and now, except for him, I have no one there for me - this past Saturday

I have been borderline anorexic for the past year; not because of self esteem issues, but because the knot in my stomach doesn’t let me eat anything.

I’ve told my friends all along that I will be there for them no matter what, and they can call me any time they need to talk or something.

I’ve been waiting for at least ONE to say the same to me.

I may sound pathetic, and I know that there’s much worse that could happen, but I’ve been so stressed out that I have not gotten more than 4 hours of sleep per night the past two weeks including weekends.

I’m absolutely worthless. Why do I even try?

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February

2011

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#11517

my greatest weakness or u can say sin is my lust,whenever i see a female (even sometime my family member i get dirty thoughts in my mind which i know is a big sin) i had plenty of affairs with different marriade ladies back in my hometown,and came across a marriade lady where i work and stay now(i am out of my hometown for job purpose).I had shared everything with her,and few years back got marriade my wife is staying with me only,inspite of having my wife i was carrying with this marriade lady and lied to my wife always,my wife is a very nice and very soft/caring person who never questioned me for anything i told her and she loves me alot,when i am with this marriade lady i forget my wife and the lust and devil takes controls over me but after commiting the sin when i come home i feel quilty,i cheated on my wife and have sins against our lord for which my whole family i going through a very bad time now,i have a daughter from my wife and now i want to change and want to confess my sins...i want to be faithful to my wife and want to live a true christian life,i want all my brothers and sisters who read this to pray for me to our lord jesus,i want to change my life with the help of our lord please pray for me and for my family

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February

2011

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#11510

I am having feelings of lust for my stepson who is 29 now. I feel angry because I have them and do not treat him good. I feel guilty for having these thoughts. I cannot even look him in the eyes when he comes arould and that is quite often.

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January

2011

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#11501

While snooping i found nude and sexual pictures of my stepmom, i copied them to my hard drive and cant stop looking at them, she is 50 and i would never have dreamed she would be doing some of the things she is in the pictures. Ever since i have been fantasizing about her and have even put the pictures online for others to see. I feel bad about this but it turns me on thinking about loads of guys seeing her nude.

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January

2011

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#11497

My boyfriend's parents claim they really like me. My boyfriend's brother has this annoying ass girlfriend who steals the spotlight and whines and complains over EVERYTHING. She gets her way no matter what. Not only that, but she's slept with over 10 guys, is a druggie, and possibly cheats on my boyfriend's brother while they're apart on weekdays during college. She stole all my friends away from me with her obnoxiousness and never-ending demands. Everybody thinks she's god's gift to earth and, because of this, she really has a big head. I mean this literally, as well. His parents ADORE her, just as everybody else seems to. I hate her guts. I have hated her with all my soul since high school. When she graduated, i was happy since I didn't have to ever see her face again....and now she's dating my boyfriend's brother. SHE NEVER WILL GO AWAY. I see her all the damn time now. She is out celebrating christmas with his family right now and I wasn't invited to go because I'm not 'good enough' for them even though they've known me longer and claim i'm a total sweetheart. Whatever. So now im stuck at home, alone, cleaning and getting in trouble by my mother because I chose to go with my father to pick out her gift. My family is too busy for me. We have no money. We have no tree. I'm in immense pain right now since my stomach hurts. This is the 5th christmas i've spent by myself. Not to mention, I just found out that my best friend may have lukemia. If my boyfriend's brother and this bitch get engaged, I'm shooting myself because I'll drive straight off this edge. UGH! Fuck christmas. And fuck you too, bethany.

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January

2011

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PideShealaSam

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